Okay, here are the rules for when I talk about my health.
1. NO cracking old lady jokes. Honestly, they really do hurt my feel goods, even if I am only 19, okay? Because I do feel old.
2. NO cracking preggers jokes. Because it's actually something I am very conflicted about, and the jokes really don't help.
3. No cracking jokes about Cheerios. It's gotten really old.
You know who you are.
Right, soo... I kinda broke my hip. And so I'm not very mobile at the moment. And, I hurt. So, my life is actually kind of on hiatus because I'm trying to take care of myself, which is really hard for the last few days, because I'm living alone as my parents are upstate for a while.
I am really grateful for the people who have come by and helped me out the last little while. Getting up and down stairs, picking stuff up from off the ground, really difficult things lately. So, yeah.
Anyway, that's what's going on right now. Yeah.
Peace.
Also, the Mood thing is really hard. I'm in pain, but I'm also high... and now I'm confused...
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Uhm, yeah.... 
Pain
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I hope you get better soon! I give you love
[I'm almost 19.. i know what you mean about feeling old
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R.I.P. Kim Manners January 13, 1951 – January 25, 2009
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I'm not quite sure I believe in sanity, I've yet to see proof of its exsistance....
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R.I.P. Kim Manners January 13, 1951 – January 25, 2009
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I'm not quite sure I believe in sanity, I've yet to see proof of its exsistance....
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R.I.P. Kim Manners January 13, 1951 – January 25, 2009
I'm sorry for cracking those jokes, I know who I am.
I'm sorry you cracked your hip, and I'm not there when I should be
I'm sorry we've let our friendship drift so far
I'm sorry that I tell you things about my personal life on DA that I should really tell you in person
I'm sorry that I wasn't able to be there for you as much as i wanted to when you were struggling with mental and physical obstacles.
I'm sorry that I put others before you.
I'm sorry about so many things that can't be changed.
I'm sorry because I don't know what to do or say, I feel like I've abandoned you, no i have abandoned you, and nothing i ever do or say will change my actions. I feel like i didn't care enough, i want to say i tried, but i feel like i didn't try hard enough. I'm sorry, because i feel overwhelmed when i think of all the stupid inconsiderate things Ive done to you, I'm so happy that you found others who are there for you, who take care of you, and who love you to the degree that I couldn't, but I cry because I'm scared, because I don't know the future, because you keep getting hurt and someone else is there for you, even though I couldn't expect anything else, So so many other things...
I understand why you are mad, and I'm sorry for cracking those jokes, I honestley didn't realize how much they hurt you. I promise I wont crack them anymore.
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I've told you before, you don't have to feel bad about taking care of yourself before your friends, and I won't be mad about it.
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I'm not quite sure I believe in sanity, I've yet to see proof of its exsistance....
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I hope you're doing well. I'll pray that you heal as fast as you can.
And I hope I've never cracked any jokes like that. D: I don't think I have, but I might have and wasn't thinking, so sorry if I ever have...
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